Kickflip help! please!?

ok, so i got my board at Christmas-time, and it is April now. i have gotten the ollie down a little bit, i can ollie up to my waist when stationary(so im told). i am starting to try the kickflip now. some ppl would say this is too early, but i am not to worried about it. im a fast learner usually. so anyways, i know exactly how, what, when and where to do EVERYTHING about it, but my feet wont cooperate! the only way i can actually flip it is to kick down, and i know thats not good. its WRONG to kick down. But when i try to kick up and out, the whole motion is too fast for me to actually understand how to flick it. ive seen countless videos, and webpages, some helpful others repetative. now, i want to emphasize that i am not trying to land it yet. i just want to get the flick/flip consistant so that when i try to land it i dont have to worry about all the parts at once. any help would be very appreciated9if u took the time to read all this. Thanks a bunch guys!